Captivated
Do you actually know what you’re doing to me? Are you actually aware of how you affect me? Or if you are aware, if you do know, are you doing it intentionally? I have never thought that you would ever have such effect on me, no matter how eloquent your words are, no matter how caring you are me and to other people. In the first place, I have feelings for someone else and you know that well. Yet I find myself drawing closer to you each day, being more fond of you than the one I claim I admired.
I know your flaws; I have observed them, although not all of them. And most of these flaws are things that would’ve normally turned me off, and they did, before all of what you are started affecting me so much. I hate that you’re too sensitive with some things and overly sentimental with all that happens to people around you and with what simple words of encouragement someone tells you. And yet, even though I know and see the flaws, even though you have the qualities that I get so irritated with, there is something about you that I cannot resist. Every second spent with you has always been a worthwhile and comforting moment.
Perhaps it comes with your willingness to listen to all my rants and raves; stories of my musings and mishaps, no matter how either manic or frazzled I am. You can stick through my most miserable moments and unpredictable mood swings. It’s amazing how a man like you can do that, considering most men would just base everything on logic. Or perhaps it is the thought you put in every encouragement, every compliment, every text message, every pat in the back, and every reproach. You were always the one who can easily point out the many things that God has changed in my life and I always bring back the glory to Him. You always made me feel much better, even if my day was already going well anyway.
Do you always put your best foot forward to anyone who comes your way? Are your words always this moving? Do you really mean all the things you say? Do you always give the same comfort to anyone who needs it?
Do you actually know what you’re doing to me? Are you actually aware of how you affect me? Or if you are aware, if you do know, are you doing it intentionally? Because if all of these things you’re doing are intentionally to melt my hard heart, it is working.
posted by aLotSkI @ 7:29 PM
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