Sygkentronomai
If I withdraw from you so suddenly, one of these days, please do not take it against me.
Even if all of what you are stirs up all kinds of emotions within me, I still have to momentarily let you go.
I cannot move on, I cannot focus on the agenda that God has set in my heart. In all honesty, I cannot think straight every time you’re in my mind and it’s not your fault. I have to focus on God. I do not want to put you on the pedestal for you are not a god, and I know that because you’re imperfect.
No one can ever love me like my God. Therefore he will be my priority, the one I will lavish with love.
I don’t mean that I will discontinue my friendship with you; what I mean is, that I will fix my eyes upon my Savior. Perhaps, time spent with you would be lessened, instead I will just let opportunities for us to spend time to come than to seek it.
What else should I say? Probably nothing else except that I would wait upon the Lord. I wish my emotions weren’t so affected with who you are. I wouldn’t have to deal with this. However, I believe that He is molding me as He is constructing your life as well. I will only ask God to bless you and keep you close to Him, to make you grow and do His will and glorify His name.
That’s all. I just need to concentrate on Him. I need to FOCUS on Him.

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